Day 186

Long time no update. I haven't had a good eating week at all. I've let my hormones get the best of me and haven't used the willpower I should have. I'm feeling pretty crappy and don't know how to snap out of it!

I found this picture on my computer tonight. It was taken in Cuba one of the first times I went in early 2006. It shocks me to see old pictures like this. I hardly recognize myself!

I'm eating (of course) it's just one of those pictures, I can't help but wonder, how did I ever think I could be happy weighing as much as I did?

It also makes me feel like I have such an amazing tool to use, and I'm taking it for granted.

I'm sleepy, weepy, and blah. Better update to come tomorrow.